The longer you wait, the better it feels…
By Miss Lilith
Welcome, Sweetea. This…is Miss Lilith…and you’re here because the longer you wait between orgasms, the better they feel. The better you feel. Not only at the crucifix of climax, but at every other time, as well. Because…the prospect of having the will power to resist your own temptations is as tempting as cumming. The idea that you can train your mind to resist that desire within you…makes you want to put every last bit of effort into following through with whatever period of denial you set for yourself.
Here, with this file, you will resist touching yourself for a week. Seven whole days. Each one a full 24 hours.
(Here, with this file, you will resist touching yourself for four weeks. An entire month. Each day a full 24 hours.)
No cheating. No breaking chastity. Whether you use a device or not makes no difference, sweetea. The chastity will be as strong as it needs to be for you to lose any desire to break it. So it doesn’t *really* matter how you go about it.
[Induction Start]
The only thing that matters is that you can begin to relax for me…as you listen to the sound of my voice and words that I say. And as you listen, so easily and effortlessly, you allow yourself to follow. You allow yourself to relax and pay attention to the sounds that you hear. To the words that flow across your mind.
If your eyes aren’t closed, allow them to close now. You won’t be needing sight. You won’t be needing much at all, really. Because for now, while you’re in my care, nothing matters but for your inner-most internal mindscape and the changes that occur there. The alterations. Modifications. Adjustments.
Adjustments…in much the same way you could adjust a dial or manipulate a control panel. That’s how we’re going to bring you deeply down into a nice and receptive trance, where nothing will be a bother or a worry. Where tensions don’t exist.
So reach into yourself, sweetea. Allow your thoughts to extend deeply into the inner-most parts of your mind…like slim tendrils maneuvering past obstacles and barriers…and feel me there, with you, traveling along, making my way deeper and deeper into your inner world. Your inner self. Your inner thoughts.
Just a few moments more and we’ll reach that place of power. That place from which we could assert control over your subconscious mind. That place from which your desires originate. Your thoughts. Your wants. Your dreams. Your willpower.
Almost there…in 5…4, closer and closer…3, ever so much closer and deeper. 2, our thoughts mingling and dancing as we approach the last stretch to the control room of your mind…and…
1.
We’re here, sweetea. It…wasn’t all that difficult to reach. It’s right in the center of what makes you, you. This is where every single one of your neural connections meet. This is where your neural pathways expand from. Where new memories and skills become permanent.
Here, I can teach you how to manipulate the control panel of your mind. How to adjust the dials which affect your thoughts, your emotions, and your beliefs. But first…I need you to drop so very deeply into a nice and receptive trance. A nice and perfectly suggestible hypnotic state of mind.
Why don’t we…give a few dials a try? Show you how they work. How they function. How effective they are.
I want you to picture that dial in your mind labeled “depth.” This is how deep you are in trance. It’s currently at 70, which is..I admit, a strange number. But it matters little, for if we turn it just a little bit, you can watch as the number drops to 65…and a nice, relaxing, subtle wave flows across your body and your mind, smoothing away tensions…smoothing away thoughts…smoothing away your brain.
Each time the number decreases, you grow more relaxed and your thoughts grow heavier…as your mind forgets how to think on the conscious level.
Watch it turn to 55…and feel the wave of pleasant serenity flow across you. Deeper and deeper. Drifting down. Lower down with each turn and each number.
It turns again…45…and more tensions leave you. Your body becoming more relaxed. Your thoughts heavy and transparent. Disappearing. Vanishing. Because the deeper you drop, the harder it is to think.
It turns…25…and the wave is stronger now. Deeper. Better. So difficult to reason and to think. Can’t even consider the need to move…because it feels so good to allow yourself these moments of perfect peace of mind and tranquility of body.
15…lower down, down, down. So much harder to stay aware now. So much harder to think. So much harder to reason. So easy to let go. So easy to let me in. Effortlessly allowing the sound of my voice to imbue the paths of your thoughts and the center of your mind.
…5…deeper and deeper and more relaxed, sweetea. Almost in free-fall. Almost beyond this moment. Almost underneath the beneath.
And…watch it turn to 4…3…2…1…and…0.
Right in the center of the metric…the dials stops at zero. Zero depth. Relaxed and worry-free. Tension-free. Body loose and smooth and all but beyond your perception…traveling farther away with each word and each second that passes. Your thoughts like countless of incorporeal ghosts, dancing around the very center of your mind…but floating farther away from you…leaving you emptier and emptier.
But…we’re not done quiet yet…because depth does not stop at zero. No, no, no…it just keeps on going and going and going…and once it does, it’s actually difficult to stop. But that’s not a problem here. Not for us.
So watch and *feel* the depth dial begin to spin once more…and this time, the numbers reach into the negatives. So you watch as it spins and the number drops to -10…and you drop along with it…because the lower down the number, the lower you go. The deeper you drop.
-20…deeper still. Dropping below the surface of trance.
-40…speeding up, now…as you drop[snap]
-65…faster and faster the dial spins…and once it reaches a certain number…it will begin to spin all on its own as you sleep[snap]
-90…and soon, you won’t need to pay attention to how the number changes or how the dial turns. You will only continue dropping as you listen and follow and drift.
And…-100..
Drop[snap]
Sleep[snap]
And it takes a life of its own, now. The number becoming blurry. Unimportant. You must know only that as you listen to the sound of my voice and the words that I say, you will continue drifting further down. More and more relaxed. More and more open. More eager to continue this journey into the depths of not only your mind…your thoughts…your desires…your behaviors….but also into the depths of a relaxed, deep, blank, hypnotic trance [snap].
[Induction End]
[Deepener/Prep Start]
There is one more dial which interests us at this time. It will allow me to easier access and allow you to let go in a way you had likely never before. It’s labeled “mental elasticity.” This dial controls how elastic your mind is to change. How easily suggestions flow into your mind and stick to every neuron, every cell. How quickly changes become just another part of your everyday life. Everyday thoughts. Everyday habits and behaviors and needs.
It’s currently at 0…but we need it to be higher. We need your mind to be the perfect receptacle for hypnosis and its many great wonders. We need your mind to receive suggestions as easily as your lungs receive air. As easily as that, sweetea.
No thoughts necessary. No need to think or to reason. No need to judge or to focus. Simply listen and follow and watch as the dial turns from 0 to 1…and already you can begin to feel parts of your psyche open up to me. To us. To hypnosis.
It turns…and 2, a wave of pleasure washes over you gently…like a soft, warm breeze on a nice, summer day…
3, and you become more suggestible. More open. More eager to accept.
Skipping to 6, and you can feel it more, now, sweetea. You can feel yourself opening up automatically. Effortlessly. Without thought or hesitation or doubt. Without tension or or worry or awareness.
9, and you can breathe easy in the knowledge that as I speak and as my words float across your thoughts…my suggestions will stick find all the right places to become one with you.
And….10, you can see the dial stop…the number having been maxed out…your mental elasticity having reached a level it likely never had before. You can feel it within yourself…you can sense the difference in your mindscape. You can sense my words have more meaning. More power. How your mind grabs onto each and every single word…how my voice holds you still…how no barrier exists between what we want to happen…and your inner-most subconscious existence. Your reality. Your desires. Your needs.
Here, you are perfectly responsive. Perfectly suggestible. Your mind like a sponge, soaking up my words, my hypnosis, my suggestion. Our intentions.
[Deepener/Prep End]
[Body Start]
You can drop[snap] a little bit deeper still…as you continue drifting downwards…and as the depth dial continues to turn and spin, pulling you down, down, down and as my voice pulls you down, down, down.
And in these depths, there is only my voice, my words, your receptive mind, the controls to your thoughts…and hypnotic suggestion.
It is here that we make chastity an intrinsic quality of the upcoming week. Whether you’ve locked yourself away in a device or not has no bearing on how you’ll spend the week.
(It is here that we make chastity an intrinsic quality of the upcoming month. Whether you’ve locked yourself away in a device or not has no bearing on how you’ll spend the month.)
Touching for the purposes of pleasure or reaching orgasm will be put on hold until you’re released. Not because you won’t be able to…but because you won’t want to. Because the longer you wait, the better it will feel once you do finally cum. Once you reach orgasm.
I want you to keep this in mind as I manipulate your mind. I want you to remember how overwhelmingly blissful it feels to cum after a long break of no touching. After a run of chastity. Just take a moment and remember how each and every single time, the longer you waited, the better it felt. The more you body buzzed with pleasure. The more your mind radiated with joy.
It’s a thing of beauty, really. Knowing that with each passing day, the potential for pleasure grows and intensifies…the reward at the end of the road more and more valuable. The goal more precious. Keep this in mind, sweetea, as I delve deeper into your thoughts…
As I stretch my reach and spread into that place in your inner mindscape…where I could play with the more sensitive and essential elements of your control panel…with its many dials, switches, and buttons, all reflecting distinct mental and physical behaviors. But you don’t need to think about that now. Simply listen and follow as I guide you where you need to go and where change happens.
There is a dial here marked “chastity.” This is more complicated than it looks, because despite the short, one-word title, it holds within it the power to control every single aspect of denial and chastity…and all the emotions and sensations which correspond to it.
Right next to it, there is a dial marked “horny.” They aren’t connected in any true way. Not yet. But all it takes is an act of will, my voice, and my words…and you watch as a thin, engraved line spreads from chastity to horny, chaining them together.
But not in any random, chaotic way. Oh no…this is a joining with purpose and order…an order which you will follow.
Just sleep[snap] a little bit deeper as you continue to drift downwards endlessly…becoming more receptive and more suggestible and more open to suggestion…
Understand that now, when you begin to feel yourself growing aroused…growing horny…your mind awash in lust and desire…you body hot and itching to touch…the dials in your mind spin. Because as your horny grows, so does your desire to stay denied. To stay in chastity. So stay untouched and locked away.
For the next week…
(For the next month…)
…any time you feel yourself become horny…you will picture that dial in your mind marked “horny,” and you will see and feel as it turns, the intensity growing…and at the same time, you will see the connected “chastity” dial turn twice as quickly and twice as far…so that no matter how horny you get, the desire to stay in chastity supersedes any desire to touch. To break. To lose. To cum.
Those two dials will stay innately connected, paired on a level above any you can possibly understand…for the duration of…
…one entire week.
(…one entire month.)
Without break. Without pause. Without mercy. There is only one path…and that is the path of denial and chastity. For that is the path which allows you to feel good about yourself, your choices, and the pleasure at the end of the road.
It does not matter how horny you become. It does not matter how aroused. How desperate to touch. To cum. To orgasm. It matters not one little, tiny bit, sweetea. There is no amount of horny you could possibly reach to outpace the Chastity dial. And the further the chastity dial spins and turns, the more you want and need to remain denied. When you try to reach down and touch, you see the dials…and you feel the overwhelming desire to stay denied of touch and climax.
Just a drop[snap] even deeper, even quicker, now..listen, follow…and open up wider. Allow my words further inside.
Every tiny little bit of desire to cum…is just fuel for the fire that burns within…that fire which demands chastity. Which fills your entire being with the need to abstain from the edge and from the climax. At least…for now. At least…until you know that you can take full advantage of the wait.
I want you to picture that in your mind, now. Picture yourself so very, very horny in the coming days. Imagine yourself there, now, thinking about the urge to touch. To stroke. To cum. See yourself contemplating it. See yourself bring to mind the dial of horny…and then see your mind conjuror up the dial of chastity…and feel how chastity and denial overshadow the horny. How they overshadow the arousal. How you only want chastity on a deeper and deeper level. The more you want to touch, the more you want to deny yourself. It’s easy, effortless, and automatic.
You cannot even imagine not controlling yourself and your urges, because your subconscious mind has already agreed…
…that for the next week…
(…that for the next month…)
…it will not allow you to touch or to cum.
You will not allow yourself to cum. Your conditioning will not allow it. Your dials will not allow it. The control panel of your mind will not allow it to happen. This is a fact. This is the truth. This is something that flows across your thoughts as easily as water flows down a river. As easily as you breathe. As your heart beats.
Why? Why is this so easy? So effortless? Why will your inner-most mindscape have such significant power over your conscious thoughts and actions? Because you seek pleasure. Your mind seeks pleasure. Your body lusts after it. But…when you touch often…and when you cum often…that pleasure is diminished. It’s…but a shadow of what it could be. If it isn’t allowed time to build and to flourish…a climax is just a climax. It has no meaning. It does not persist, rolling over you in waves and waves of endless ecstasy. Instead, it simply happens and you forget all about it a second later.
No, you want to cherish it and savor it and enjoy every second of the orgasm. You want it to blow your mind each and every time it happens. You thirst for that sensation. That great, boundless potential. Your need to experience this type of climax, with rivers of euphoric tingles buzzing across your flesh and through your mind…only grows and grows. You want it more and more each day. Each hour. Each time you deny yourself even just a little bit. Each time you remember that you’re in chastity, your mind locked away from cumming.
And this blissful, euphoric orgasm which flows across you like an endless river of pleasure…only happens when you wait. Because as you wait, the dial in your mind labeled “pinnacle pleasure” automatically turns and spins, higher and higher. The longer you wait, the more the dial turns…and the more the dial turns, the better cumming feels. So that, with each day that you wait…
…that orgasm at the end of this week…
(that orgasm at the end of this month…)
Gains more and more potential. More pleasure. It will last longer. You will cum harder. You will be happier. More satisfied. That one orgasm will equal every single one that you could have had in that time. That one is enough, because it’s more than just…cumming. It’s more than…an orgasm. It’s…a symbol of how much pleasure a person can feel. An accumulation and focal point of all horny and all joy and all euphoria.
After the week is over…
(After the month is over…)
And you finally allow yourself to touch. Finally feel those dials in your mind reset. Finally know that cumming will achieve something more than just a passing emotion or a fading sensation. When this happens and you can touch…and you touch to cum…to reach that edge…stay on it to prolong pleasure…and then orgasm. Cum. Climax. It will be as if a dam opens and all that pent up horny and pleasure and desire and lust bursts out all at once. There will be no stopping it. You want to experience this so very much, sweetea. So very, very much.
You want to savor this type of orgasm. You want to feel it rush through your entire body. Your entire mind. You want to cum with your entire body. All of your thoughts. You want to feel it in your toes. But…this only happens after you’ve been denied. Only after you’ve been in chastity.
If you touch and cum before this one week is over…
(If you touch and cum before this one week is over…)
The dials reset and you lose all that pleasure. That horny. You lose it all and aren’t rewarded. Don’t feel what you need to feel. What I want you to feel so very, very much. I want this for you. I want you to feel it like I describe it. And to do this, you must wait and allow the pleasure to build. Allow that energy to gather and imbue you with endless potential. You can see it now. You can see yourself cumming with such joy and such bliss that your forget yourself. Forget your mind. Forget that anything may exist but for pure, unfiltered, peaked pleasure.
And each and every single time you abstain from cumming during chastity, that orgasm at the very end…that reward for denial…will feel better and better and better. There is no end to how much better cumming can feel. And you’ll find out just how high the pleasure can reach…with time. This, I know. This, we now both now. There is no alternative. No other path. Only the dials in your mind, keeping you in check. Keeping you focused on the task. Allowing you to remember why you’re doing what you’re doing.
Sleep[snap], listen…follow..and drop[snap].
Denial is pleasure. Chastity is pleasure. Both lead to more pleasure. The more you deny and the less you touch…the more pleasure you feel. And the more pleasure you feel, the more you want to be denied. The more you want to be in chastity. The less you want to touch.
And…at the very end of this week of complete chastity…without touching for pleasure and without cumming…
(And…at the very end of this month of complete chastity…without touching for pleasure and without cumming…)
When your urge is at the stronger…your desire to cum the most powerful…that ocean of euphoria barely kept at bay…you will listen to my release file. You will listen and cum. You must not cum without listening, sweetea.
The only way you could possibly cum after listening to this file…is by listening to my release. That’s how you’ll be allowed to experience that flood of overwhelming pleasure I’ve spoken about. That’s the only way you could feel that orgasm wash over you in endless waves of bliss. If you cum without listening…it will not be any better. It will just…be another orgasm..boring and lifeless and pointless.
And…since we’re already nearing the end of this file…your mind has had time enough to accept what will happen. What has happened. There is only this one path.
Until you are released with my file…you will simply not cum.
For the next week…
(For the next week…)
…you will keep in mind, always, that the pleasure will build and build and intensify with each passing day…until it’s time to listen to my release and cum your mind away. There will be no other way you could cum. Not until this is all over. This…is already set in your mind. No turning back, now. You’ve wanted this. And…you’ve gotten it. You’re…welcome, sweetea.
If…during the week…
(If…during the month…)
…you have doubts about your willingness to abstain from cumming, you will listen to the conditioning loop. It will remind you why you’re in chastity. Why you’re abstaining. It will allow you to build that pleasure faster and more efficiently. If the urge to touch becomes just a bit too annoying…you will listen to the loop and you will remember. You will…wait and abstain…and allow that ocean of endless, blissful euphoria to gather and build and grow…readying for that final day…that final climax.
[Body End]
[Wakener Start]
You’ll be waking up soon..and as you do, all the suggestions here will engrave themselves onto your mind…becoming more persistent…more real…more a part of your inner and outer mind. The dials…ever so much more effective. So much more irresistible.
On each number up, you will feel better and more sure of the suggestions here. More satisfied with the trance. Happier with all that has changed and all that will.
So…1, slowing beginning to wake up, growing more and more hopeful for the future.
2, a bit more aware, a bit more awake…thinking of the dials and thinking of the potential there.
3, almost awake, almost fully aware. All the suggestions becoming twice as powerful. Twice as strong. Persistent and endless and solid, weaving into your mind effortlessly and automatically.
4, so close now…happier and happier, filling with joy. Brimming with contentment.
And….5, wake up, sweetea. Aware and awake. Happy and joyous. Satisfied and content. Knowing that every suggestions has now become a part of you..in the same way that air is a part of breathing.
I’ll see you soon, sweetea.
[Wakener End]
[Release File Start]
Hello, sweetea, my good chastity plaything. If you’re listening, that means you want to cum.
It means that you’ve waited the week…
(It means that you’ve waited the month…)
Allowed the pleasure to build. Allowed the pressure to intensify. You’ve looked forward to this for a little while now…feeling the dam which holds the pleasure at bay swell and crack…and today is the day you get to experience that damn break…that pleasure to flow through you in body and in mind.
Today is the day you are released. But…you must know…
…that if you haven’t been in chastity for the entire week…
(…that if you haven’t been in chastity for the entire month…)
This will not release you. This will not allow you to cum. This will not open those floodgates of pleasure, horny, and endless euphoria.
If, however, you’ve waited and abstained and felt the urge to cum expand every day…just as your willingness to wait did…this is where you get to cum.
After this file ends, you will be free to reach orgasm in any way you choose. It does not matter much how. It does not matter whether you edge not. Whether you use toys or not. Whether you listen to something or watch something…or simply fantasize. It matters not at all.
But…when you do cum and the dam breaks…the orgasm will flow across your entire body…the pleasure coiling around every limb, every toe, every finger, every thought. It will not just end. It will continue to persist. Bliss will explode behind your eyes…inside your mind…inside your chest. Heat and warmth and rapture.
Seven days of built-up pleasure…
(A month of built-up pleasure…)
Will flood every part of your brain, saturating every neural connection…every pathway…every fantasy and every thought. Part by part, your entire brain will become euphoria. Will become rapture. Will become continuous, endless, bottomless thrill and joy.
Seven days of built-up orgasmic pressure…
(A month of built-up orgasmic pressure…)
Will echo across every part of your body, painting you whole with pure pleasure…pure bliss. Every limb and every muscle. Your flesh. Your nerves. Your chest. Your neck. Your center. You will become pleasure. You will become symbol for what it means to feel…exaltation.
And this will happen…if you’ve waited. If you’ve been in chastity. In denial. You…can’t wait to cum, sweetea. You can’t wait to see how it’ll feel. How much waiting has allowed you to change.
Your brain is ready. Your mind is ready. This…is it. This…is the time.
Now be good for me…and for yourself…and find your way to ultimate, gleeful frenzy.
[Release File End]
[Enforcement Loop Start]
Hello, sweetea. This will be a mini-trance…just powerful enough to enforce the conditioning you’ve received. More than powerful enough to keep you in chastity. All you have to do is listen and follow…and…
Drop[snap] into a relaxed, deep, blank, hypnotic trance. The dial in your mind marked as “depth” beginning to turn and spin. The numbers dropping from 100 to 50 to 0….
And then into the negatives..all the way to -100…and it takes a life of its own…and turns quicker and deeper and you sleep[snap] ever so much deeper.
And as you drop and drift down, down, down…you can feel the mental elasticity dial turn up…and you become more suggestible…more receptive…your mind more willing to accept change and suggestion.
Just drop[snap] a bit deeper…and listen for a short while…
(Recycled from main file)
…when you begin to feel yourself growing aroused…growing horny…your mind awash in lust and desire…you body hot and itching to touch…the dials in your mind spin. Because as your horny grows, so does your desire to stay denied. To stay in chastity. So stay untouched and locked away.
…any time you feel yourself become horny…you will picture that dial in your mind marked “horny,” and you will see and feel as it turns, the intensity growing…and at the same time, you will see the connected “chastity” dial turn twice as quickly and twice as far…so that no matter how horny you get, the desire to stay in chastity supersedes any desire to touch. To break. To lose. To cum.
You cannot even imagine not controlling yourself and your urges, because your subconscious mind has already agreed it will not allow you to touch or to cum.
Your mind seeks pleasure. Your body lusts after it. But…when you touch often…and when you cum often…that pleasure is diminished. It’s…but a shadow of what it could be. If it isn’t allowed time to build and to flourish…a climax is just a climax. It has no meaning. It does not persist, rolling over you in waves and waves of endless ecstasy. Instead, it simply happens and you forget all about it a second later.
No, you want to cherish it and savor it and enjoy every second of the orgasm. You want it to blow your mind each and every time it happens. You thirst for that sensation. That great, boundless potential. Your need to experience this type of climax, with rivers of euphoric tingles buzzing across your flesh and through your mind…only grows and grows. You want it more and more each day. Each hour. Each time you deny yourself even just a little bit. Each time you remember that you’re in chastity, your mind locked away from cumming.
And this blissful, euphoric orgasm which flows across you like an endless river of pleasure…only happens when you wait. Because as you wait, the dial in your mind labeled “pinnacle pleasure” automatically turns and spins, higher and higher. The longer you wait, the more the dial turns…and the more the dial turns, the better cumming feels.
You will cum harder. You will be happier. More satisfied. That one orgasm will equal every single one that you could have had in that time. That one is enough, because it’s more than just…cumming. It’s more than…an orgasm. It’s…a symbol of how much pleasure a person can feel. An accumulation and focal point of all horny and all joy and all euphoria.
(Recycled from main file)
So…you will wait and persevere…with the knowledge that by the end of your chastity, pleasure will be redefined. Orgasm will gain new meaning.
Now wake up, sweetea. Allow the suggestions to swell inside your mind…and wake up, now. Fully aware and fully awake. Happy and satisfied…and joyous. No need to cum. No need to touch. Only to wait and let the pressure build. Let the pleasure grow.
Enjoy your day or your night…and I’ll see you again soon.
[Enforcement Loop End]